想笑 来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头 承认自己会怕黑
我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给
想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界 好像只有我疲惫
无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
天灰灰 会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背
难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背
有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美
After an incident that happen on 6th July, i always remind myself about one things, don scare of anything, just do it, don think too much, nothings is scary then almost die.. i always said to other people that i'm the kind if people that don 'tiu' other people though, what they said, but actually that is fake.. i very care of other people though, care about how people will said about me.. but now i had a strong determination to do this, to do whatever i like, whatever i wish and whatever i dream.. luv people that i luv, it is really a present from god to let us to meet the one we luv.. when he look into ur eye and say 'i luv you' pls believe it, it is the code of god to let u accept the gift..
when u only has 1500$$, how u going to plan to go further study, to giv pocket money to parent, to let ur brother to go university study, to go travel, to go attend music class, to go out had fun, haih,, life like this.. one word--- 'cool' ya.. things won't become bad if we think it is good.. like a 9 years old boy said, if we think is happy we won't feel pain and tired..
don hav even a hundred inside bank account after working for 1 years ++ = failed.. i tell myself no big deal.. life goes on.. people think i need to read a lot of investment/financial/law of success book, but i not yet read it, so how, just forgive it, i don want to bother about it.. i told myself when people giv a high expectation to u, don feel pressure, it is the time to show ur ability..
i started to realize, happy is a choice..
thx to LS, FY, SS, CN, Mr Vun and specially thx Hong Xien n Yu Chong, Lim's Family, thx to let me join you all on my birth day.. it is warm when u see people smile to u n said happy birthday, that is the bigger birthday wish that i made.. if not u all, i will celebrating my birthday alone, haha, so sad ya, no others friend want to share the day with me.. hope loneliness lastly wil change to loveliness..
recently got think of want to find a girl to pa dou, but... don know how to start, who is the right one.. i choose her or let the fate to meet us together.. is she the one i like, bout her altitude, personality.. or she already beside u for long time ago.. "lov at first sight" is mean the lower part of ur body though, is not ur heart, cos i think if we not communicate with each other for a few times, how we know we going to be suitable.. we r willing to tolerance with each other..
my dream is to perform at the stage with my friends to sing and instrumenting to the people that hav passion to hear.. hope after 35yrs old i can traveling around the world, am i chasing for my dream now?? i keep asking myself..
yes, that is a lot of people hav better qualification then me, but i'm still who i am..the only and the one..
My Part 2 of Luv Story start with this song..
你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
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