This is me n her de first date, first drink.. 1st time i met a girl drink 'o Gou' guiness.. i talk less, she talk lot.. i'm quite, she is noisy.. and she need to purposely lower down her voice when stay beside me.. as first time me n her had date, i'm not tat being naturally, may be is because i got a bit of nervous (so long time didnt feel nervous when dating out with a girl) she think i'm a "Zai Nan" always stay at home, deal with computer n online.. she said i like to shop bookstore but she like to shop boutique.. i can sit down quietly finish my beer but she can not..she like to move n dance 'sezy' in the club.. wa,, i'm so cool n she is so hot.. Now come the question, r we match>> or is it we had the same channel or world<< style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">checklist'' to had all of the feeling.. i like u is bcos "u always be u" may be we stil don know each others so well, sound like we must get to know each other til certain point only suitable to start ant action.. hey.. guys.. don ever think of tat, don eliminate ur feel til the time, just follow ur heart feeling.. brave to admit u luv her, no matter wat answer she giv.. u r the man.. u not simply said, but u'll do it.. Feel weird today.. doing sumtin but think of sumtin else.. @_@ Thank god my boss didnt realize it.. got sumtin wan to ask u,, but scare i'm not yet ready.. for the answer u wil giv.. Hey*** thx for the date.. hope tis going to be 2nd, 3rd, 4th.. date in the future~~Sweet Sweet Sweet>>^@^<<
After an incident that happen on 6th July, i always remind myself about one things, don scare of anything, just do it, don think too much, nothings is scary then almost die.. i always said to other people that i'm the kind if people that don 'tiu' other people though, what they said, but actually that is fake.. i very care of other people though, care about how people will said about me.. but now i had a strong determination to do this, to do whatever i like, whatever i wish and whatever i dream.. luv people that i luv, it is really a present from god to let us to meet the one we luv.. when he look into ur eye and say 'i luv you' pls believe it, it is the code of god to let u accept the gift..
when u only has 1500$$, how u going to plan to go further study, to giv pocket money to parent, to let ur brother to go university study, to go travel, to go attend music class, to go out had fun, haih,, life like this.. one word--- 'cool' ya.. things won't become bad if we think it is good.. like a 9 years old boy said, if we think is happy we won't feel pain and tired..
don hav even a hundred inside bank account after working for 1 years ++ = failed.. i tell myself no big deal.. life goes on.. people think i need to read a lot of investment/financial/law of success book, but i not yet read it, so how, just forgive it, i don want to bother about it.. i told myself when people giv a high expectation to u, don feel pressure, it is the time to show ur ability..
i started to realize, happy is a choice..
thx to LS, FY, SS, CN, Mr Vun and specially thx Hong Xien n Yu Chong, Lim's Family, thx to let me join you all on my birth day.. it is warm when u see people smile to u n said happy birthday, that is the bigger birthday wish that i made.. if not u all, i will celebrating my birthday alone, haha, so sad ya, no others friend want to share the day with me.. hope loneliness lastly wil change to loveliness..
recently got think of want to find a girl to pa dou, but... don know how to start, who is the right one.. i choose her or let the fate to meet us together.. is she the one i like, bout her altitude, personality.. or she already beside u for long time ago.. "lov at first sight" is mean the lower part of ur body though, is not ur heart, cos i think if we not communicate with each other for a few times, how we know we going to be suitable.. we r willing to tolerance with each other..
my dream is to perform at the stage with my friends to sing and instrumenting to the people that hav passion to hear.. hope after 35yrs old i can traveling around the world, am i chasing for my dream now?? i keep asking myself..
yes, that is a lot of people hav better qualification then me, but i'm still who i am..the only and the one..
2008, wat had i been thru...how bout my goal, do i achieved.. no, my mission was failed.., i did not fulfil my goal for 2008.. how come.. why.. out of my control.. self-discipline nt strong enuf.. 2008 i choose to work, job that i don like it, but i had learn that, destiny..,accept it, that must be a reason, why u are there at this time, why the thing happen to you at this time, don ever think of giv up ur life, cos ur life is not belongs to you only!! ur parents need u, ur freinds need u, ur lover need u, ur boss need u, ur pets need u, the society need u, the environment need ur contribution.. many more.. u need to be responsible to them.. human live for human, all r related.. u must find the related value in ur life, if not u r wasted its, but some people r seeking its all over his life.. maybe some people wil ask, if no people need me on this life, why should i need to be responsible my life to them... the answer is ,, you r different, or may be should say, we r different, all of us r different.., we all r different from, face, size, attitude, religion, culture, society, country, philosophy,... so u hav ur own style life, ur way to run ur life journey.. don know la, i also feel a bit conflic, blur d, haha.. 'as tomorrow wil come, anything wil get change too'... may be i wil change my thinking in the future..as i grow.. 2009 de goal, i'm hope i can get it... as one of my friend told me, ur dream=plan it, do it, don regret it... so we make it happen...
This is me n her de first date, first drink.. 
